they think feeling nothing is so wonderful, they get jealous because they “feel so much all the time” but just think about it. If you feel so much all the time you’re used to it. So, really think about this… If you don’t feel anything for such a long time and you finally start to feel again, imagine how hard you feel when you start feeling again, you feel so fucking hard. I hate it, I wish I could be numb through everything but no that’s impossible. When I feel something, which is rare, but when I feel, I feel so fucking hard and when someone breaks you it’s like you’re so much more broken than anyone else because you’re never used to feeling broken. I put up so many walls for a reason, I can’t afford to be broken again or I will break and trust me, I break hard.