thoughts and inspiration.

I haven’t vented on tumblr in forever, I have to be awake in four hours and twenty five minutes. I’m so not excited. I just had a mini-heart attack because I thought I forgot to tell my boss that I was going back to school and that I couldn’t work this week because of that. My name was on the schedule with a ton of hours for next week but my name did have a red line through it so that’s why I didn’t think to say anything to him this past week.  But then for some reason I thought to look for the email from last week that I sent him with my availability but I couldn’t find it.  Then I realized that I was not home when I sent the email. I was at my friends house super hungover so at the time of it’s sending I was not home so therefor it was not sent from my computer which I have my email through the macmail not gmail. So, I looked at my gmail and BOOM I did tell him I am going back to school! THANK GOD, I was seriously freaking out about it and I even texted him at midnight like two minutes before I realized I was a dumbass and boom I look like an idiot for it now, oh well I’m done freaking out about that. Now onto me having to function tomorrow, waking up at 4:30 is probably the worst experience ever but I feel as the outcome will be alright. I get to finally watch my cousin race professionally. I’ve seen him ride a billion times but we’re all growing apart and everyone’s getting so busy, finally I’m gonna be able to see him professionally ride. He’s been working so hard for this I’m so proud of him for getting as far as he has. Anyway I should get to bed I needed to vent about this and needed to calm down so I could actually get some sleep. Yeah, I just wasted 17 minutes of my valuable time to sleep to write and proofread this.  Well four hours and seventeen minutes till I’m awake.